Insomnia

Wandering somewhere between hysteria and disillusionment
I find myself staring off into space
Thinking
Reflecting on a day half lived; a night half wasted
A heart half broken

Teetering on the tightrope of reality and what is real
I catch myself falling into anxiety
Stressing
Worrying about fair weather friends; passing boys
A conflicted self image

Sliding between the grasps of depression and insecurity
I feel myself losing control
Crying
Longing for a ray a light; a glimmer of hope
A taste of unconditional love