Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Want To So Bad

Terrified, lonely
Is that what you wanted for me?
I thought you cared
Was everything a lie?
I want to say
I HATE YOU
—want to so bad—
Mommy always taught me honesty
So I’m stuck on an emotional roller coaster

Do you even know how much
Pain you caused me?
I’ll never forget the feeling
Of falling into an abyss without end
The abyss of my heart
When I found out I wanted to cry
You hurt me so bad

How can I not hate you?
I’ve always craved for your attention
I can’t lie to myself anymore though
No Band-Aid will help this time

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