5 Minutes

1:25 AM
I just don't know anymore.
Do you? Don't you?
Should I care? Maybe.
Do I care? Too much.

1:26 AM
I don't need you.
I don't need this heartache.
Leave me alone.
But don't leave me lonely.

1:27 AM
I'm drowning in nothingness.
Haunted by emotions and memories.
Dreams play through my mind.
Leaving me empty and hurt.

1:28 AM
Please...just go.
Stop unknowingly toying with me.
My heart can't take much longer.
The tears start falling...and don't stop.

1:29 AM
...
Is this love?
If it were a color, it would be grey.
Too sad to be white, too shady to be black.

1:30 AM
All I want is you to want me.
To hold me. Love me.
Tell me I'm ok, please.
My broken heart beats out of time.

Cascading Memories

Lazy raindrops snake across the windshield
Blurring my vision, changing the world
Silently I trace the outline of our feelings
A fluid, ever changing shape

Time stands still
Locked in ice, frozen in motion
Our bodies finally fit the mold
Our feelings created months ago

As I watch the cleansing droplets spill
The wind brings an unwanted coolness over me
Content with memories of you and me
I finally feel at peace