Saturday, September 22, 2007

Undecided

Trying to calm these butterflies plaguing my stomach
Failing miserably

Just do it
Just do it

Nervous

Working up the courage to make the first move
Impatiently waiting

Just do it
Just do it

Undecided

Monday, September 10, 2007

Insomnia

Wandering somewhere between hysteria and disillusionment
I find myself staring off into space
Thinking
Reflecting on a day half lived; a night half wasted
A heart half broken

Teetering on the tightrope of reality and what is real
I catch myself falling into anxiety
Stressing
Worrying about fair weather friends; passing boys
A conflicted self image

Sliding between the grasps of depression and insecurity
I feel myself losing control
Crying
Longing for a ray a light; a glimmer of hope
A taste of unconditional love

Key of Taylor

A melody trapped beneath clumsy fingers and pingy vocal chords Anxious to be released, it beats mercilessly A time, a rhythm unique It beats...